#skinny #ana #mia #Depression
I shouldn’t have ranted about that on twitter but I wasn’t talking shit at all. Saying how I feel about our friendship wasn’t talking shit at all. I never called her names or said she was lousy friend or anything like that. I simply stated how I felt about our friendship and every bit of it was true. We’re not as close as we used to be. We’re hardly even friends anymore but apparently I was talking shit. No I’m not mad at that girl for telling her. I’m mad because she wants get in my business and claim she’s a better friend than me. She needs to leave me alone and quit starting drama on twitter over shit she doesn’t even know about.
I ate so much today. All I want to do is puke until I can’t puke anymore but I refuse to let myself do that. I’m starving myself till Tuesday because of the amount of food I ate today. I can’t believe I let myself eat all that.
In the morning:
banana
Blueberries
Afternoon:
Healthy choice steamer
wheat thins
Wheat cereal
two fortune cookies
Night:
Grilled ham and cheese sandwhich
2 Sauteed bananas, sauteed in butter and cinnamon, with blueberries.
So much shit.
Watching Stay Strong for the second time, and it’s not any easier. When Demi openly admitted to having a problem, and talked about working to overcome it, it made me realize that I’m not the only person in the world who deals with this. I’m not alone, I’m not weird, and I’m not hopeless. Since…
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#EatingDisorder #Ana #mia #fat #Depressed
